March 2012
Cupid's bow, Bullseye.
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Who would’ve thought this would ever be so accurate just by simply answering some questions? I certainly didn’t. It’s like, this website knew me and my whole life.
Sometimes certain things like a book, a song, a movie, or even a love calculating website, just relates/get to you. They might even tell you things that you...
02:38am
I looked at him, and he looked at me, and for that split second it was like we forgave each other for everything.
Still.
I spend 23 hours a day wondering whether we’re wrong for each other, wondering whether we’ve got the energy that we need to get through everything that we seem to get into, whether the baggage we both bring would sink a small ship. But in the 24th hour, I realize I’ve been thinking about you for 23 hours. There’s something about you I can’t stay away from. Something about you, that makes me want...
Something always brings me back to you
I vowed never again
But gravity
It keeps pulling me back
Down
“In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an...”
– Diego Marchi
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You know how sometimes when faced between two choices, we are compelled to choose one and will always live not knowing but imagining what could’ve been no matter how things all ended up - good or bad.
There’s no two way about it - and I’m sure you’ve heard it before - that the grass is greener on the otherside. And it will always be, even when you’ve moved to the otherside and looking back on...
“I have tattoos, so I’m a trouble maker. I have curves, so I’m fat. If I wear...”
– Ellen Dunsworth
“I believe in love and lust and sex and romance. I don’t want everything to add...”
– The Mirror Has Two Faces
“We know each other in a way that no one else can. We share a history that makes...”
– Susane Colasanti, Something Like Fate
There was sadness in the left hand corner.
There are days best spent writing every word you’ve ever felt; start with the ones that make you hurt, then, the ones that make you hope. I love moving through them. One after another, they flow like a river, comma after comma. There’s a map of my soul, at least, in that beating feeling. It’s visual, and its anatomy is drawn out by this long list. Almost as if my mind defined each organ within my...
07:43am
This is me feeling like I want to give up on you. This is me laying in bed, not knowing what to do, and thinking for you. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling of wanting on give up on you because I don’t really want to, I just want things to be easy. The words don’t look like words any more. The music doesn’t sound half as nice as it used to. The pages are never full enough. You can never be...
“It was not enough to be the last guy she kissed. I wanted to be the last one she loved. And I knew I wasn’t. I knew it, and I hated her for it. I hated her for not caring about me. I hated her for leaving that night, and I hated myself, too, not only because I let her go but because if I had been enough for her, she wouldn’t have even wanted to leave. She would have just lain...
“I mean, when you’ve got someone who actually cares about you, maybe loves you,...”
– Lauren Baker, Finding Home
“She wants to know if I love her, that’s all anyone wants from anyone else, not...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close
“If he has a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or...”
– Paulo Coelho
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Received, 03:47am
You called me your bestfriend. I think you forgot to mention the word “then”. It’s your best friend then. Things are different now.
“I will remember your small room, the feel of you, the light in the window, your...”
– Charles Bukowski
“Love is the heat of his breath on my neck when he sleeps, waking up with the air...”
– S. Jelkins
08:56am
Got some breakfast-with-love delivered just now. Jeremy.T dropped me off, and a while later, he was standing outside my gate with McDonald’s in hand. Ahh, I’m really digging the new drive-thru near my place. Delivering can sometimes be a pain at a remote place like mine. Now I’m too full to sleep! Not really looking forward to sleeping today though, because.. I’ve been...
“I am not a snob; it is simply that I am not interested with what most people...”
– Charles Bukowski
“Love made you admire funny things about a person, like how good she was at...”
– The Last Summer of You and Me 