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“

I sit here
drunk now.
I am
a series of
small victories
and large defeats
and I am as
amazed
as any other
that
I have gotten
from there to
here
without committing murder
or being
murdered;
without
having ended up in the
madhouse.

as I drink alone
again tonight
my soul despite all the past
agony
thanks all the gods
who were not
there
for me
then.

” — — Charles Bukowski

Nov 30, 2010

Everyone in your life is meant to be a part of your journey, but not all of them are bound to stay. Most often, you have to let people go.

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“At some point during almost every romantic comedy, the female lead suddenly trips and falls, stumbling helplessly over something ridiculous like a leaf, and then some Matthew McConaughey-type either whips around the corner just in the nick of time to save her or is clumsily pulled down along with her. That event predictably leads to the magical moment of their first kiss. Please. I fall ALL the time. You know who comes and gets me? The BOUNCER.” —— Chelsea Handler

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skelekinetics:

Do you know what it is like when your body and soul crave a particular person whom you have not met, but whom you sense exists, and for whom you have been waiting for hundreds of years? Sensitive lovers know this feeling. We call it: “Sickness for your Orpheus”. That’s what I’ve had.

You are my Orpheus. In my dreams I have loved you and wanted you. There has been no other, and there will never be. You are my missing soul.

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“Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.” —— Grey’s Anatomy

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“We collect data, things, people, ideas, “profound experiences”, never penetrating any of them… But there are other times. There are times when we stop. We sit still. We lose ourselves in a pile of leaves or its memory. We listen and breezes from a whole other world begin to whisper.” —— James Carroll

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“Stories never really end… even if the books like to pretend they do. Stories always go on. They don’t end on the last page, any more than they begin on the first page.” —— Inkspell by Cornelia Funke

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I'm not gonna wait around for something to change/happen anymore. Two words: fuck it.

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Flea Fly Flow Fun

The flea was amazing. The organizers were very friendly, saw lots of familiar faces, great crowd, awesome sales and thank god it didnt rain! I’m really happy with the sales (approx $7xx+), and working in GAP previously really did pay off. Really trained my stamina of standing the whole day, and also good customer services (as some of the customer claimed, haha). Sold majority of my stuffs away, so yay! There was this one girl who bought a vest from me when i was just setting up the stall, and she wore it immediately! Can i get a woot woot?

I wanna thank all those who helped out or supported me. Be it spreading the word, coming down for me, or carrying the clothes etcetera. A huge ass hug and lots of love to you guys! I really appreciate it alot! Love you guys. xx

Nov 27, 2010

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“It’s hard to argue against cynics — they always sound smarter than optimists because they have so much evidence on their side.” —— Molly Ivins

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“So, I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you.” —— Paulo Coelho

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Sometimes he makes me so mad I wanna just throw him into ongoing traffic. But then I would probably kill myself trying to save him.

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Nov 26, 2010

Why is it that every time I'm early, the people I'd be meeting will be late??

Nov 26, 2010

Friday I'm in love. And a little anxious.

No school today, but am heading over anyways. I’m too anxious about my results to wait till next week, so yes. The boy is nice to come over to the west with me. And fingers crossed, I hope i did well to maintain my results.

Wish me luck! xx

Nov 26, 2010

Do come down to support me and Vivian at Haji Lane this Saturday (27th November, 2pm)! This is the flea i’ve been talking about. Will be selling brand new/pre-loved stuffs there at a very cheap price! Do support and help spread the word! xx

Nov 25, 2010

“He makes me happy. The kind of happiness that only comes from love. The kind that gives you that tickling sensation in your stomach, and shivers up your spine.” —

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“Everyone has three lives: a public life, a private life, and a secret life.” —— Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Nov 25, 2010

“If nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes and say, ‘But I lived through it. And it made me who I am today.’” —— I Wrote This For You

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what are the things that you look out for in your partner?

Someone who makes me laugh, who i can have an intellectual conversation with, similar interest, who i can be fun and goofy with, a gentleman with a bad boy vibe but a softie in the inside, able to give space, and of course, love me.

/Ask me anything here! x Formspring

Nov 25, 2010

#formspring.me

Y U GOT SO MANY HEELS!!! LOLS

I love shoesssssssssssss!

/Ask me anything here! x Formspring

Nov 25, 2010

#formspring.me

your ex now the girlfriend dont mind he has tattoos of your name on him?

Dont you think im the last person you should ask? I dont know if she’s even aware, i dont know if he did tell her it’s about me, and i dont really care. It has nothing to do with me, whatsoever.

/Ask me anything here! x Formspring

Nov 25, 2010

#formspring.me

Any hair salon to reconmend?

Essensuals.

/Ask me anything here! x Formspring

Nov 25, 2010

#formspring.me

who are you going to jap with?

My beloved boyfriend.

/Ask me anything here! x Formspring

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“The minute you think that the past was better, your present is second hand, yourself becomes vintage. It’s okay for clothes but not for people.” —— Karl Largerfeld

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“If talk is cheap, then my silence is diamonds.” — — Lupe Fiasco

Nov 24, 2010